#i loved him
I see the way you two talk
and I know what’s happening
because it happened to you and me
a long time ago I was your first choice
In your arms I was the happiest
I have been for long
how could I have known
my happy place will hurt me so bad
I never really liked my hometown
but after you
I hated it
I want to run away and never come back
Is it worth my pain
to give you the time
to make up your mind
what if your final decision
hurts more than being uncertain
Deep down we both knew
that we were not forever
I can smell your scent
wherever I go
but when I think about you
I can’t even remember how your hand felt in mine
I should have realized it sooner
from the start I should have known
that it was all just a game to you
Why did it take so long
for me to realize
that everything that happened
ruined me
The high I got from you
from your smile and your touch
I get it from different places now